Funerals...on some serious shit

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mustynutz

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as im here getting high and gettin my suit ready for tomorrow...i'm like damn....come to think of it i aint never been to a funeral....oh i done had plenty of people die but no one ever had a funeral, this is my first.

i dont even know what to expect....i really dont...i know its gonna be some sad shit...

im not sure if i should smoke before i go....or drink, i know i want to, i know i need to....but should i

Would i want niggas fucked up at my funeral...?

is it rude to take pictures ? i dont wanna disrespect the family but i do want one last pictures of my folks...

this martini aint helpin either...and this was my nigga man....i cant believe he gone.

i know what i would want at my funeral....but if i stuff a zip a bomb in the coffin i think it might cause a problem...

man im tryin to keep positive about this shit buts its fucked me up a lot....a lotta deep thinkin bout life, bout to make a lotta changes in life....its hella short

its really gonna hit me tomorrow that my dogg is gone.......i mean he gonna be layin in the coffin and shit, its his last day on earth before hes part of the earth

this is some fucked upshit.....whoever you are
thanks for readin this shit this far....cause im going thru it....

everyhit i take and every sip from this glassis for you cuzzo....i know you prolly thizzin wit dre right now doin ya thang...dont forgetto let me in when its time....keep the gate cracked...unlock the back door for ya boy if you hear me knockin'


i know this the internet and shit, but if you read this shit this far...do me a favor and have a moment of silence for my nigga

Omari Ford
Sunrise
11-12-1980
Sunset
10-30-2004
Rest in Paradise






thanks for takin the time to read and respond...ya'll be cool
 
DubbC415

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I've never had anyone die in my family except for a great gramma of mine who was 102, and i was supposed to be a pallbearer, but i had my senior homecoming that year. Not going, I felt like i dissapointed my whole family, cuz my gramma, (the daughter of the one who passed) asked me to be there, and she had never asked anything of me my whole life.

8 months later, after coming home from a Hawaii trip where his gf of 3 years cheated on him, had his mom die in his living room, in his dads arms....first funeral i've ever been to.

2 days later, my dad died. I didn't shed a tear, but felt like i was 80 years old, wearing my suit, carrying my mom out after she fainted. we expected about 50 people tos how up, there were about 200 there...i saw people that i didnt think could cry, cry. I sat in the first row, on that bench, and had my mom, my brothers, my aunt, and my uncle, all leaning on me crying, and i couldnt....i think i was just too angry.

a month later, my other best friends dad shot himself on a beach in Oregon. My friend came back from his Air force training to attend the funeral. There were only about 10 people there...and that to me is the saddest...


musty, just keep ya head up, which i know u will....shit just seems unreal a lot of the times....crying is ok, ya just gotta let it out, u know. Personally, but this is just me, i wouldnt wanna be loaded or high at the time...i'd either be paranoid/crying/freaking out...it just wouldnt feel right to me. Just dress proper, carry ur head high, and stay classy.
 
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A funeral should be a day of remembering the good times and not thinking about the passing of your loved one. all tears should be tears of joy. just remember that and it will be easier
 
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the only funerals that i've went to not high were funerals that i really didn't know the person too good and was just going to give me respects. but every funeral that i've been to that was a family member or a good friend of mine i've been high, not bombed .. just high. say what you will but it ain't easy looking at your dead relative/good homie in the face. especially if they were murdered and it wasn't their time to go.
 
Nuttkase

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Keep your head up Musty. I know that we might not share the exact same pain as each person is different, but I know what you are going through. One of my best friends Chad Smith (RIP Huero) was killed 2 summers ago by some cat that couldn't take the fact that my boy whopped his ass...one on one.

Shit hurts alot man. And for me it hurt alot more seeing him lifeless...it had alot to do with him being the funniest person I had ever known and him not having any really REAL enemies. MY homeboy could fight like no one I have ever seen and some punk who he put in place for dissrespecting his sick fathers house killed him. This I will never understand. But I just like to think my boy is in a much better place (even thought I am Agnostic..I do believe there is a better place once we pass) It is really hard to think of a loved one especailly those who died over bullshit and rejoice their life...because it wasn't suppose to end that soon. But try your hardest too man.... I try to think about all the good times me and Chad spent kicking it drinking 40's,smoking out and just sharing laugh's and bullshiting with the other homies.

I know that was kind of long but I was just telling the story of one of my best friends since I moved here from NY and how I felt when he passed.

I hope that this helped you out even if only a little bit Musty... Stay up dog.

Nuttkace
 
MeloTrauma

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I've been to 5 funerals in my life and with each one I feel more comfortable with the fact that death is the only sure thing in life. I don't know, its kinda weird. Its almost like I understand the cycle of life more when Im staring at the lifeless body of a loved one who has passed. Its not so disturbing. I begin to marvel at the miricle of life, and realize that even though life is such a complex thing, we're all simply organic...and it is only natural that all that is organic will die.

But then again, these funerals I have attended were of people who died of natural causes. There was no gunshot wound that took their lives too early. So, man, thats gotta be a hard one. But the fact is, life goes on, with or without somebody. And one day you'll wake up and the passing of your homie wont hurt as much as it did before. As long as you remeber the good times, he will never really be gone. Stay up homie.
 
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i went 2 my homies funeral & it was like 300 people there & i it was my 1st 1. I had no clue of what 2 do so i did what all my other homies did. I would prolly go sober cause if i was high it would hit me harder. Sorry bout the lost muzty keep ya head up. R.I.P. omari
 
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i remember goin to my grandad's funeral shit wasnt cool mayn... I remember one of my uncles really didnt like cemeteries, we darted out in his Opel doin 80 i wasnt that fazed though. One of my other uncles never even turned up... My dad and his brothers darked him up at the pub later that day... He was pissed up.. So dont be U.D.I when you go to his service homie. My other uncle who was scared shitless still went.

yeah a lot of people that I didnt think could cry did... One of my cousins who's cool as fuck, and apart from me is the only other male in a family of 10 that'll carry on the family name broke the fuck down. I didn't... Wish I could but I was so spaced out by the funeral.

I saw my grandpa at the funeral parlour only days before so I'd kinda prepared myself mentally and shit. Please go though Musty, you'll feel much better after the service.. This is your opportunity to show love to your boy.
 
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RIP MAC DRE

Oh pumpkin,

I am feelin for you and everyone else who Knew and came in contact with this man. I did not know him, but I am here in Seattle listening to the after math of his death. Don't take pictures unless you confirm w/his family first that it is okay! Don't take no fire, isn't his funeral at a church? God may strike you down for that. Keep your head up boo. I hate to see a man cry, but this is the day that it will be okay. Don't hold it inside, and just express your self!

Much love
Shasta







s im here getting high and gettin my suit ready for tomorrow...i'm like damn....come to think of it i aint never been to a funeral....oh i done had plenty of people die but no one ever had a funeral, this is my first.

i dont even know what to expect....i really dont...i know its gonna be some sad shit...

im not sure if i should smoke before i go....or drink, i know i want to, i know i need to....but should i

Would i want niggas fucked up at my funeral...?

is it rude to take pictures ? i dont wanna disrespect the family but i do want one last pictures of my folks...

this martini aint helpin either...and this was my nigga man....i cant believe he gone.

i know what i would want at my funeral....but if i stuff a zip a bomb in the coffin i think it might cause a problem...

man im tryin to keep positive about this shit buts its fucked me up a lot....a lotta deep thinkin bout life, bout to make a lotta changes in life....its hella short

its really gonna hit me tomorrow that my dogg is gone.......i mean he gonna be layin in the coffin and shit, its his last day on earth before hes part of the earth

this is some fucked upshit.....whoever you are
thanks for readin this shit this far....cause im going thru it....

everyhit i take and every sip from this glassis for you cuzzo....i know you prolly thizzin wit dre right now doin ya thang...dont forgetto let me in when its time....keep the gate cracked...unlock the back door for ya boy if you hear me knockin'


i know this the internet and shit, but if you read this shit this far...do me a favor and have a moment of silence for my nigga

Omari Ford
Sunrise
11-12-1980
Sunset
10-30-2004
Rest in Paradise






thanks for takin the time to read and respond...ya'll be cool[/QUOTE]
 
Rob S4

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mustynutz said:
as im here getting high and gettin my suit ready for tomorrow...i'm like damn....come to think of it i aint never been to a funeral....oh i done had plenty of people die but no one ever had a funeral, this is my first.

i dont even know what to expect....i really dont...i know its gonna be some sad shit...

im not sure if i should smoke before i go....or drink, i know i want to, i know i need to....but should i

Would i want niggas fucked up at my funeral...?

is it rude to take pictures ? i dont wanna disrespect the family but i do want one last pictures of my folks...

this martini aint helpin either...and this was my nigga man....i cant believe he gone.

i know what i would want at my funeral....but if i stuff a zip a bomb in the coffin i think it might cause a problem...

man im tryin to keep positive about this shit buts its fucked me up a lot....a lotta deep thinkin bout life, bout to make a lotta changes in life....its hella short

its really gonna hit me tomorrow that my dogg is gone.......i mean he gonna be layin in the coffin and shit, its his last day on earth before hes part of the earth

this is some fucked upshit.....whoever you are
thanks for readin this shit this far....cause im going thru it....

everyhit i take and every sip from this glassis for you cuzzo....i know you prolly thizzin wit dre right now doin ya thang...dont forgetto let me in when its time....keep the gate cracked...unlock the back door for ya boy if you hear me knockin'


i know this the internet and shit, but if you read this shit this far...do me a favor and have a moment of silence for my nigga

Omari Ford
Sunrise
11-12-1980
Sunset
10-30-2004
Rest in Paradise






thanks for takin the time to read and respond...ya'll be cool
Click to expand...


Add my Boy Jeff to that mix as well as my homie John.

And to all the people on here who lost someone, we still here lets hold it down until We go. Drink on that shit and speak the real peace out homies.
 
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LoC415

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Funerals are the worst for me. Sometimes as man you think you have to stay strong..but shit you just don't know how you gonna react when they are lowering that coffin. It sends chills through your body! There's nothing really anyone could say to ease the pain. Stay strong man.
 
mustynutz

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Thanks ya'll....My man had a good service and a lotta people showed up, Fuckin trafic almost made us late but we got there...had a few drinks bfore we went and smoked a little, it did help. The family requested no pictures taken, but i didnt even want to take any...it didnt seem right....
Rode with the lights on all the way there...I got to see my boy one last time before they cremate him...it was a beautiful service and the pastor said some things that really hit home for us all.

One thing I did realize though, that Omari really wasnt meant for this world, he was an angel...and was only here for a limited time, we got to enjoy him for 23 years, he brought smiles to a lot of peoples faces and really made a difference in peoples lives...I KNOW he's in heaven resting peacefully


ya'll keep in touch wit ya loved ones and tell em how you feel....cause they might be gone tomorrow



REST IN PARADISE

OMARI LATEEF FORD

aka "Omillian"


 
Doberman

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What up Musty...soundz like you made it through just fine....I remember my first funeral....I was 8. Pops died in a head on collision on th 805 freeway in Dago(just like my grandfather in France). At the viewing I strolled up and kissed him on his forehead...and all I heard was all these grown people breakin down crying...that was 24 years ago...my uncle who was in the back seat sleep only broke his leg...he died a coupla years ago from throat cancer. Their mother...my grandmother died....right before I got out the pen in Ohio...I was supposed to get paroled to her pad here in Dago...didn't make that funeral. A few other uncles across the country have passed on. and I have sick family members now. That probably don't have that much time left.. You gotta prepare yourself for death and realize it's gonna happen. I think about death alot...probably more than I should...but only because I'm thinkin bout the next level...after earth. Just knowing that there is a better place than this keeps my spirits up...and knowing that my loved ones are in that place makes things a bit easier....Think about this.....every stage of human life is all about progression and growth....death is a part of that process. If it happens to me or someone close to me ....I'm ready for it.
 
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