Giving it some serious thought. Need to find the motivation to get in slightly better shape and think it over more then might enlist. I don't want to be one of those guys who gets all depressed then goes in to figure out their life and basically ends up worse off. But I'm never going to go back to school i fucking hate school. I'm never going to get into a trade basically just doing nothing. I was thinking some kind of inventory management / logistics would be cool i enjoyed that SIMS Coordinator (Smart Inventory Management Systems) job at Walgreens, i just didn't like working for Walgreens and basically doing three jobs at once SIMS / traditional soul sucking retail / almost like an assistant to the assistant manager. From there i could jump to a large retail chain like CostCo those inventory managers get paid 100k+. Although costco isn't the best example i think they're kind of an internal conpany only promoting from within. And i like pushing and moving products, legally i mean.
Friend wants me to go back and get a computer science bachelor's says ge could get me a job but i look beyond his words and see he's comforting himself with 24/7 takeout and dining and is miserable, plus no guarantee he's even fully truthful. Plus there's no possible way i could get through Calculus 3, no way in hell unless i could live rent free and dedicate every waking hour to school. I know my limitations. I dunno man fucking 515am 30years old going through a midlife crisis when actually all i probably need is a hearty salad and some pineapple juice