Man I need a life change. I stayed up until like 8AM partying with and raw dogging throughout the night this really slutty bitch who really only had nice big ass tiddies going for her. When she passed out in my in bed I just sat there for a good hour almost having an anxiety attack about multiple shit like fucking this bitch without a rubber and about how badly I wanted her out of my house. I woke up at like 11AM and just sat there staring at her with hatred. By noon I woke her up cause I had to get her out, then realized I let my baby's mom borrow my car. So I got stuck sitting here for a couple hours with this bitch with just pure hatred of wanting her to leave my house lol finally I told her to find a ride home cause I had shit to do.
She's kind of a nice person, so I kind of feel like a dick, but she ain't that cute, her ass is just ok, she does have nice tiddies though, but i've heard tons of stories about her slutty ways and like a moron I fucked raw cause I was drunk and didn't have any rubbers at the crib so I said fuck it. Plus she's kind of annoying and i'm scared she's gonna try and be clingy, i've already ignored a bunch of texts tonight from her wanting to chill.
In the past I would have never been this stupid, i've hella been on a destructive downward spiral lately. Hopefully when school starts some positivity will hit.
I'm about to smoke some kush for the first time in years, that should help also.