Flow for only real people to read...LIFE

[Cmoke]

my life filled with obligations too much time spent on hesitation most of my life ends up in complication//
i sit down and reflect thinking about love people and respect//
im filled with emotion but its been burnt out by people that cant accept//
the girl i lost 2 days ago has me frozen everywhere i go im thinking about her and composin the perfect song//
but why should i have to? what did i do wrong?//
i opened myself up for dedication that was only given and not recieved its like somthing i could have never percieved//
my heart ripped out and nailed to my mind every second iv breathed//
a pain so deep it cant be expressed through looks but only through words//
a feeling that has me thinking about who i am and all i can think about is that it hurts//
Love is not somthing that is to be toyed with but only deployed with truth and honesty but people have promised me and broken me and still i think im only in my youth//
is this what i have to look forward too? is this how life is? meeting people that are not as reel as u are? filled with people that do not feel as u do//
i can write as much as u could read but u still would not understand the pain that im in, the things i have given, and the things that i'll never have a chance at again...//
my life is and unspeakable truth that most people cant seem to comprehend


i have time to sit and think about things...and i cant believe that this is life...and if it is i dont wanna live it...

~PeaCe and Love

~Cmoke~

 

[Nobody's Biz]

I can't not understand, and I don't think I'll never stop trying.


It isn't like people wouldn't never hopelessly stop all that negative behavior. You don't seem to have trouble spittin what's real.

I don't look at something like that and not wonder what it would be like if ppl could take away or break everything that isn't real to find out what is, dig?

Whatever the case, don't think I'll never not be here not stopping, not quitting, not giving up, and not hopelessly broken with all those inevitable failures life don't quit throwing, cuz I don't care about whatever the obstacles are, I don't doubt what's not destroyed when the obstacles are gone.

Peep Czar's CD cover, S, & you'll not be able to not know what a bad scare will leave you with--a feeling of mastering you fear and sticking it out, not letting the worst hold you back. What doesn't kill you won't always really make you stronger, but it doesn't mean you have to quit, either.
I don't drink soda, and don't call me "Pop."

I don't know what else to say. After reading your words more than once, I am speechless.

 

[onewaymuzik]

Ehh thats the shit yall