"Flashback"~~~another real spit~~~take it how ya want !!
"Flashback"
I think I hear the flatline,it's my time to walk along it
Now I leave behind everyone that I belong with
Disappointing those I love made me melt from the pressure
Empty promises and shame made me turn to desperate measures
A self inflicted death never even crossed my mind
A b.a.c. of .33 helped me cross that line
An overdose of depression,sleeping pillls and licqor
I was blinded by love and couldn't see the picture
The only thing I seen was heartache and pain
I'd lost the love of my life now it's another mans gain
I thought I'd rather end my life,and rhoam through hell
Instead of living with the pain that these words don't tell
Why is it takin death to finally make me feel remorse
I can't forgive myself for falling off of destiny's course
Now I'm layin back waitin for the light to shine
Before I fade to black,let me take a ride through time
Flashin back I see the wreckage of the life I've led
Except I see it through my soul and not inside of my head
Now I'll never get another chance to see my son
My life is over now and his life has only begun
I can see so vividly when little T was born
Now he's forced to live without his dad and couldn't be warned
Now my family mourns and they're forced to explain
Why his life is filled with sorrow,heartache and pain
Thinking that he's to blame,but the blame is on me
I know this ain't the last thing that I want to see...to be continued
I know we all do stupid shit...and I'm just lucky
I lived to see another day and learn from a fucked up
mistake..like I said take it how ya want,this is real shit.
stay up ya'll
"Flashback"
I think I hear the flatline,it's my time to walk along it
Now I leave behind everyone that I belong with
Disappointing those I love made me melt from the pressure
Empty promises and shame made me turn to desperate measures
A self inflicted death never even crossed my mind
A b.a.c. of .33 helped me cross that line
An overdose of depression,sleeping pillls and licqor
I was blinded by love and couldn't see the picture
The only thing I seen was heartache and pain
I'd lost the love of my life now it's another mans gain
I thought I'd rather end my life,and rhoam through hell
Instead of living with the pain that these words don't tell
Why is it takin death to finally make me feel remorse
I can't forgive myself for falling off of destiny's course
Now I'm layin back waitin for the light to shine
Before I fade to black,let me take a ride through time
Flashin back I see the wreckage of the life I've led
Except I see it through my soul and not inside of my head
Now I'll never get another chance to see my son
My life is over now and his life has only begun
I can see so vividly when little T was born
Now he's forced to live without his dad and couldn't be warned
Now my family mourns and they're forced to explain
Why his life is filled with sorrow,heartache and pain
Thinking that he's to blame,but the blame is on me
I know this ain't the last thing that I want to see...to be continued
I know we all do stupid shit...and I'm just lucky
I lived to see another day and learn from a fucked up
mistake..like I said take it how ya want,this is real shit.
stay up ya'll
