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Sometimes i feel like im alone sittin on stars...Waiting on rain to leave my surface scar'd...& from afar, everything just seems fine...But inside, cracks break the seals that bind...Tearing me apart, devouring my heart...Atleast it feels like that, souring with tart...& its as bitter as winter, cold as hell...Tryna catch myself like im onda edge & my soul fell...The worst thing i ever saw was a soon to be mother tweak...How do think it feels for an infant to go 3 days without sleep...Its okay girl, here do some more...Who's gonn care if your baby turns still born...I was fucked & stuck with no choice...Its not much but i give you my voice...So you can understand what its like not to be perfect...A diamond in her eyes but to everyone else worthless...& truthfully im not that strong, not like i try 2 be...& while pain don't mean shit, emotions easily get the best of me...Ive seen teardrops, cause noone was there 2 catch mine...Im waiting on raindrops cause they release pain & ease my mind...