RapTalk was going just fine when I left. Again...you seem to forget that the NorthWest forum was the #2 forum on there, and Sixxness helped kill it by putting politics above the good of the forum.
I said "see me when you see me" when I left Siccness. I did not make demands, or say I'd never come back, or anything similar. Siccness has always had NUMEROUS strong forums, so of course the impact wasn't the same, although, there was (and still is) a noticable lack of "The Future of the NorthWest"-style threads. Now, its mostly a place to talk about new albums and shows, and other fanboy shit.
Bottom line: RapTalk NW and Siccness NW used to be sister forums, RTNW getting about 70-75% of the traffic of SNW. Then I left. Soon after, it was down to some 50%. Then 40%. Within a month or two, less than 20%. -- You'd have to be a fool to deny that running me off the NW forum ultimately killed it. And you'd even have an arguable point if you said that it helped lead to the demise of RapTalk as a whole.