Sometimes I feel like I want to be depressed and alone and basically say fuck everybody and live a life of solitude. Ive been looking at things in my life and weighing the importance of them. I'm thinking on simplifying things, getting rid of my car, deadbeat friends, and any luxury's I dont need. I dont think im depressed, but I feel like I want to enjoy being miserable for a while. Has anybody gone through this or had these thoughts?
Being Alone
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what everyone said i completely agree on....Some times you gotta let go to grow..feel me, realize what is the dead weight in your life and let it go...move on dogg...i kept a bitch around for years before i realized she was just holding me back and i wasnt happy, not to say im fuckin happier now, but it felt good to let that go, i kept her around cause i was used to her...comfortable...not in love, but in love with what she could/would do for me...shit like that
lol i just read cheap times post and he said the same shit about dead weight...lol fuckin funny...great minds think alike
we all been there homie...and we're here to help ....
lol i just read cheap times post and he said the same shit about dead weight...lol fuckin funny...great minds think alike
we all been there homie...and we're here to help ....
Damn that shit is too real. Ive been with my girl for a long time and I totally love her, but sometimes I wonder if im still in love with her. My life is too comfortable with her around. Every thing is too easy, pussy whenever I want it, and she makes good money at her job.
@Goodfella I like the analogy of taking a good shit, thats tight!
I dont really fuck with drinking/drugs too much. I'll drink socially and ill smoke weed every once in a while, but im not the type of person that gets faded on the regular...
i've been on that hype before man. where basically i said fuck my friends, theyre losers, and i just basically spent a lot of time by myself just walking around and really just observing people and shit. but i didnt do that shit to be miserable, i just did that shit to clear my head and im a lot happier because of it. i got to contemplate a lot of shit.
i still kick it with my friends, even though im makin new ones. but now i got enough clarity in my head to know when i aint feelin what theyre doin and when i shouldnt even fuck with em.
i still kick it with my friends, even though im makin new ones. but now i got enough clarity in my head to know when i aint feelin what theyre doin and when i shouldnt even fuck with em.
Yep Ive been there as N a way Im still N that way, man I dont hang with my friends that much Nymore. Not that I dont like em, like eveyone said, its that shit that you gotta let go N move on. IF not jus take a break wtih yourself N do things you want to do, jus dont replace it with drinkin N smokin. Jump on somethin new N quick, Im N that mode where I rather be alone than around people now, N I hate that shit....I forgot how to Nteract with peoples now.
I find myself becoming more and more of a loner. I just feel like there's this thin veil between my friends and I anymore. I'll be with my old gang, and we're joking around. But something is not right. It's awkward. Or when I'm with my roomie sometimes I feel like there's a thousand miles between us. I can be with my best friend of 11 years and I feel like we're both together but somewhere else entirely. However, when we get like that we usually just sit around and throw shit at each other from across the room until I feel like it's OK again.
There's folks and old memories I gotta let go of though to grow. But it's hard. There's no trick to letting go, and I keep looking for the easy way to cut the bad people from my life.
There's folks and old memories I gotta let go of though to grow. But it's hard. There's no trick to letting go, and I keep looking for the easy way to cut the bad people from my life.
^^^Sometimes ill be with a group of friends or my family or my girl and my body is there but my mind is some where else. I find that i've been feeling alone no matter how many people are there. Thats why I like just chillin by myself and listening to music, because it allows you to be alone with your thoughts and zone out...