I've been dating my girl for 2 1/2 years and stuff is perfect between us. We both get along perfect, and i've never met anybody that can relate to me and understand me the way that she can. I've been in a few other long term relationships, and I know from experience that this is probably the one that I shouldn't let get away. We both care about each other, love each other, and have an unconditional trust in each other.
The only big difference between us is my work ethic - she doesn't have a job, she takes classes at a community college, and over the summer she has tons of free time. On the other hand - I'm working 40 hours a week, taking 6 credits worth of classes, and doing an Honors research project on cocaine and heroin addicts for my neuroscience major (I'm graduating next year). My schedule is basically 70-80 hours of work a week.
My girl has been complaining for a while that I haven't been giving her enough time, even though she's been understanding and supportive of everything I do. I'm definately way too busy to spend a lot of time with my boys (I go to Pitt, and my hometown is about 10 minutes away), my family, etc., but I always make time for her. Once I realized she was unhappy with everything, I decided to change my summer schedule - now I"m working 40 hours a week and taking 6 classes - i bumped my research project back to August.
After doing all of that, she came over crying, saying that she loved me but she thought we needed to take a break. She's only been in one serious relationship in her life (me) and she says that she loves me so much that it scares her. We're both pretty young to be so serious (she's 20, i'm 21), and we both understand that there's a lot in the world out there for us. She says she wants to take some time to herself (a break/break up) so that she can experience the world as a single person and make sure that she really wants to be with me. Basically, if, after her break, she comes back to me and we get together, it'll be for the long term and she wants me to put a ring on her finger.
I understand where she's coming from - I broke up with my first serious girlfriend because I thought that we were too young to be serious, and it was our first relationship, and I wanted to see what else the world had to offer. I had my fun, did my thing, and then got with my present girl. But she never had any other relationship to compare us to, so it scares her that she isn't 100% sure, and she doesn't want to stay with me and have that doubt in the back of her mind. Its hard, but I understand where she's coming from. At the same time, I think if she really wanted me to put that ring on her finger, she wouldn't break up with me.
I told her that if she wanted to go off and do her own thing, I want her to. I want her to be happy and I want her to be sure. But i also told her if I ever found out that she was with another guy I'd probably never want to fucking see her again.
I dunno...i have a lot more to say and a lot more to think about, but its 8:30 am and I need to get to work a little bit. What do you guys think about this? Any of you been through something like this? I can see us growing apart while we're "separated", and stuff drastically changing. Either way, I kind of leave it to fate - if its meant to happen, it will. You know - if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours. I dunno.
Any advice?
The only big difference between us is my work ethic - she doesn't have a job, she takes classes at a community college, and over the summer she has tons of free time. On the other hand - I'm working 40 hours a week, taking 6 credits worth of classes, and doing an Honors research project on cocaine and heroin addicts for my neuroscience major (I'm graduating next year). My schedule is basically 70-80 hours of work a week.
My girl has been complaining for a while that I haven't been giving her enough time, even though she's been understanding and supportive of everything I do. I'm definately way too busy to spend a lot of time with my boys (I go to Pitt, and my hometown is about 10 minutes away), my family, etc., but I always make time for her. Once I realized she was unhappy with everything, I decided to change my summer schedule - now I"m working 40 hours a week and taking 6 classes - i bumped my research project back to August.
After doing all of that, she came over crying, saying that she loved me but she thought we needed to take a break. She's only been in one serious relationship in her life (me) and she says that she loves me so much that it scares her. We're both pretty young to be so serious (she's 20, i'm 21), and we both understand that there's a lot in the world out there for us. She says she wants to take some time to herself (a break/break up) so that she can experience the world as a single person and make sure that she really wants to be with me. Basically, if, after her break, she comes back to me and we get together, it'll be for the long term and she wants me to put a ring on her finger.
I understand where she's coming from - I broke up with my first serious girlfriend because I thought that we were too young to be serious, and it was our first relationship, and I wanted to see what else the world had to offer. I had my fun, did my thing, and then got with my present girl. But she never had any other relationship to compare us to, so it scares her that she isn't 100% sure, and she doesn't want to stay with me and have that doubt in the back of her mind. Its hard, but I understand where she's coming from. At the same time, I think if she really wanted me to put that ring on her finger, she wouldn't break up with me.
I told her that if she wanted to go off and do her own thing, I want her to. I want her to be happy and I want her to be sure. But i also told her if I ever found out that she was with another guy I'd probably never want to fucking see her again.
I dunno...i have a lot more to say and a lot more to think about, but its 8:30 am and I need to get to work a little bit. What do you guys think about this? Any of you been through something like this? I can see us growing apart while we're "separated", and stuff drastically changing. Either way, I kind of leave it to fate - if its meant to happen, it will. You know - if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours. I dunno.
Any advice?