Alright I'm in this for sure...
This on a different tip than most the shit in here but I think you all will feel it if you take the time to read it.. I know it's kinda long cuz when I get in a zone I just go... Been thinkin bout doin somethin on this story and this thread just inspired me to put it all together... Good luck everybody... shout out to Fina!
Seems i've been hit wit nothin but pain since the date I was born,
my life was taken by storm, i STRUGGLE in every way shape and form,
my frames been torn since stressin has became the norm,
everybody fuckin each other over... like we makin a porn,
but in Cali.. this gang bangin ain't nothin sexual,
yet you still need your testicles or they might leave ya a vegetable,
don't bother tellin'em they being unethical and stupid,
they'll leave you dead in a hole, or your beds gettin rolled into a medical unit,
can't blame'em.. the lil HOMIE was magnetically pulled to it,
in 8th grade teacher said he was a really special student,
now he in the streets, last week heard he got arrested for a shootin,
what a waste of potential greatness,
this the type of shit that makes my pencil weightless,
movin across the paper, losin my mental stableness,
another dead teenager on the news,
so I try to put my feet into the youngsters shoes...
now I could see his life through my view...
"I got a appetite for destruction,
livin the fast life, better make some sacrafice cuz I'm rushin,
only 14 always actin bad and cussin,
never had a dad, of coarse I'm mad about somethin,
but right now ain't the time to be havin this discussion,
cuz my enemy got a 9, talkin bout grabbin it and bustin,
so I gotta get mine, better be packin if he's comin,
I got too much PRIDE inside, he want some action then I'm dumpin,
it's on.. on site.. I'm dead serious,
and fuck school i'm too tired to go to next period,
my mom was in a fight with some guy last night and I kept hearin it,
so I ain't worried bout no science experiment,
I ain't worried about no fuckin egyptians and pyramids,
I could care less.. see society got me livin careless,
probably need a therapist cuz I'm very sick,
got a lot of love, just no one to share it with,
and drug abuse runs in my heritage,
forget my mom, she don't even care about her kids,
just worried about where's her next hit,
it's hectic in my household, welfare checks don't keep my mouthful,
now I'm at school on an empty stomach,
can't concentrate on this dumb shit,
waitin for the bell to ring.. so I can go punk some kids for they lunches,
that's what I call fast food,
throw punches if I have to.. I broke the nose of the last dude,
plus now I'm clickin up with some cats from my classroom,
we just kids but we get together and we actin mature,
but we all got problems, our backgrounds are similar,
now we kickin it everyday... no longer alone,
stayin out all night... ignorin them problems at home,
we're all each others got,
claimin we the MOB ain't felt this close to anyone since my big brother got shot,
consider this my family.. provide me love cuz my mother does not,
my homie just showed me how to break down these rocks,
one of his just sits at the end of the block to watch for the cops,
if they come we run.. if you get caught you get locked,
but you better not talk,
I can't stop this life.. got no where else to go,
most the big homies in the pen so I know in end that's gon be my home,
so alone, so young, but actin so grown,
so dumb, saw the enemies but coming didn't run, caught two in the dome"....
