I want to feel you bleed as I hold you...Our tainted hearts open blind & see-through...Even in synthetic hope, I'd hope you would smile...Even-then, I hid the joy of us with denial...Can you ever forgive me for that...Now as into tears black stars subtract...I know my pressence is so unwelcomed...& Happyness is sunk in soil-its-felt-from...Always as gorgouse grace grants us grief...But YOU, You didn't give me the freedom to leave...I narriate this dream & die this eve...& In lust & summer air I take the lead...Draw to me with intrusion & I sell to you faith in illusion...Yet I still kiss the same mouth, that night I fucked you-in...Is that a sign? abuse is a tender lie...& Belief is a mere constalation in the sky...I can not find the words to hold the hand of goodbye...So we shall delute ourselfs with poison till we die...
