I have gotten some interesting feedback on this dream....
Okay, now I don't dream to often at least not dreams that I usually remember too much but last night I did and it had some people in my dream that I haven't seen in years. So the dream starts off as so:
I am some sort of a police officer who doesn't wear an actual uniform, but I am dressed up kinda nice with one of them fancy gun holders that staps on around your shoulders and what not. The strange part of this is my partner is my dad (a man I have never hit it off with, aint talked too in almost 8 years and do not keep ties with because he is a complete loser and our relationship was never right) and he is the driver of our car. We pull up at a house that is in a court it looks like and it so happens to be my mom lives there and when we walk in there are like 5 kids there around her. Mind you, my mom and dad are no longer married and haven't been for some time now because he had a drug problem, cheated on her, hit on her and all the usual things a punk in a relationship would do...so I was kinda trippen that we were there. Cause it was like they were together still the way he was talking.
Well, Apparently she had some problems there with some young asian cats showing up at the house lookin for trouble I guess. We went inside to make sure she was okay and to see what was up. She was kool, but before we left my dad and I were walking out and I said "damn, I need to make sure she has the gun and knows how to use it just in case". I ran back in and said mom, do you have the gun? She did I asked her if she knew how to hold it and whatnot she said yes and she was okay. I said goodbye, walked out and as we were walking to the patrol car my dad and I were mumbling to each other about what we would do to these asian cats if they camed and fucked with her. We get in the car and leave.
The crazy thing is this; asian's were the ones who shot and killed my best friend Jay in 1995 in a gang related shooting while he was sitting in my car. (this will have another tie shortly)
So we drive off in this car and get a phone call that there is some sort of hold up at a liquor store. We show up there and as we pull up, the gunman is having the owner and all his patron's come out of the building the back way and lining them up against the wall like he was gonna shoot them. We pull up and drive between him and the people strangely and then out of the way and park and I get out of the car and immediately take charge of the situation. I don't hear a word from my dad. As I raise my gun to the guy pointing and asking him to do the right thing and to please turn around and look at me, he does and it is a tall skinny asian cat in a blue long sleeve sweater wearing a black beanie on top of his head.
He seems to be cooperating and almost to the point where he is in tears. I ask him to walk towards me and to tilt the gun upside down and hold the tip of the handle with his finger tips. He does so and we walk towards each other as I am still holding him at gun point. When we get close, I reach for the gun and grab it. He gives in surprisingly easy. Strangely to me, I give the guy a hug and hold him as it seems he is very troubled and is hurting kinda bad. I walk him to the back of the police car (never handcuffing him) and help into the back seat for detainment. This is where the dream takes a crazy twist for me and had me in literal tears when I woke up.
When he sits down I look at him and he seems to smile at me and it turns out to be my younger cousin Manuel who is encarcerated facing life in oddly enough Colorado a place where I am moving too in 2 weeks. He is locked up for murder. You see Manuel was with me the night my best friend was shot and killed so we are linked together for life with that horrible memory. Plus he and I were close as hell...I was the person he looked up to & my mom was basically his mom. Anyway, back to this dream...as I am stuck looking at him I look to my left because I see a young female walking home across the street wearing blue as well, a hoodie and soem jeans. It is his girlfriend apparently and I yell for her.
She looks and drop her bag and runs towards us and when she arrives to the car she looks like she is trippen that he is being taken away. Manuel gets up out of the cop car without asking and my partner (who strangely enough is not my dad anymore but just some guy) looks concerned that he may run, but for some reason I say it's okay..he won't run. So my cousin gets up and walks past her and strait towards an empty lot filled with weeds but one bush with yellow roses; odd. So he goes to that rose bush and plucks one from it, the biggest one; and then returns and gives it to her and says he loves her and they hug goodbye. He gets in the car I shut the door and we drive off and she is left standing there crying.
The dream ends and I wake up...for some reason I woke up feeling the need to cry and I did. I have no idea what all this meant or if does mean anything but I just had to get up and type this into my notepad real quick. I haven't dreamt in a while so this one got to me and I figured I'd share it...
Peace -
Okay, now I don't dream to often at least not dreams that I usually remember too much but last night I did and it had some people in my dream that I haven't seen in years. So the dream starts off as so:
I am some sort of a police officer who doesn't wear an actual uniform, but I am dressed up kinda nice with one of them fancy gun holders that staps on around your shoulders and what not. The strange part of this is my partner is my dad (a man I have never hit it off with, aint talked too in almost 8 years and do not keep ties with because he is a complete loser and our relationship was never right) and he is the driver of our car. We pull up at a house that is in a court it looks like and it so happens to be my mom lives there and when we walk in there are like 5 kids there around her. Mind you, my mom and dad are no longer married and haven't been for some time now because he had a drug problem, cheated on her, hit on her and all the usual things a punk in a relationship would do...so I was kinda trippen that we were there. Cause it was like they were together still the way he was talking.
Well, Apparently she had some problems there with some young asian cats showing up at the house lookin for trouble I guess. We went inside to make sure she was okay and to see what was up. She was kool, but before we left my dad and I were walking out and I said "damn, I need to make sure she has the gun and knows how to use it just in case". I ran back in and said mom, do you have the gun? She did I asked her if she knew how to hold it and whatnot she said yes and she was okay. I said goodbye, walked out and as we were walking to the patrol car my dad and I were mumbling to each other about what we would do to these asian cats if they camed and fucked with her. We get in the car and leave.
The crazy thing is this; asian's were the ones who shot and killed my best friend Jay in 1995 in a gang related shooting while he was sitting in my car. (this will have another tie shortly)
So we drive off in this car and get a phone call that there is some sort of hold up at a liquor store. We show up there and as we pull up, the gunman is having the owner and all his patron's come out of the building the back way and lining them up against the wall like he was gonna shoot them. We pull up and drive between him and the people strangely and then out of the way and park and I get out of the car and immediately take charge of the situation. I don't hear a word from my dad. As I raise my gun to the guy pointing and asking him to do the right thing and to please turn around and look at me, he does and it is a tall skinny asian cat in a blue long sleeve sweater wearing a black beanie on top of his head.
He seems to be cooperating and almost to the point where he is in tears. I ask him to walk towards me and to tilt the gun upside down and hold the tip of the handle with his finger tips. He does so and we walk towards each other as I am still holding him at gun point. When we get close, I reach for the gun and grab it. He gives in surprisingly easy. Strangely to me, I give the guy a hug and hold him as it seems he is very troubled and is hurting kinda bad. I walk him to the back of the police car (never handcuffing him) and help into the back seat for detainment. This is where the dream takes a crazy twist for me and had me in literal tears when I woke up.
When he sits down I look at him and he seems to smile at me and it turns out to be my younger cousin Manuel who is encarcerated facing life in oddly enough Colorado a place where I am moving too in 2 weeks. He is locked up for murder. You see Manuel was with me the night my best friend was shot and killed so we are linked together for life with that horrible memory. Plus he and I were close as hell...I was the person he looked up to & my mom was basically his mom. Anyway, back to this dream...as I am stuck looking at him I look to my left because I see a young female walking home across the street wearing blue as well, a hoodie and soem jeans. It is his girlfriend apparently and I yell for her.
She looks and drop her bag and runs towards us and when she arrives to the car she looks like she is trippen that he is being taken away. Manuel gets up out of the cop car without asking and my partner (who strangely enough is not my dad anymore but just some guy) looks concerned that he may run, but for some reason I say it's okay..he won't run. So my cousin gets up and walks past her and strait towards an empty lot filled with weeds but one bush with yellow roses; odd. So he goes to that rose bush and plucks one from it, the biggest one; and then returns and gives it to her and says he loves her and they hug goodbye. He gets in the car I shut the door and we drive off and she is left standing there crying.
The dream ends and I wake up...for some reason I woke up feeling the need to cry and I did. I have no idea what all this meant or if does mean anything but I just had to get up and type this into my notepad real quick. I haven't dreamt in a while so this one got to me and I figured I'd share it...
Peace -
