I understand why you talk to yourself...
Content collects dust with happyness on the shelf...
& so this is me, disbelief, dischord, despair...
Waiting for an ever for someone not there...
I wish I could kill all that is known as me...
& hate I do, for all that they've shown to be...
My faceless portriat, even without words...
These last hours, reconcile the idea of birth...
Alter this, the way it is...I wasn't meant to be without.YOU...
I couldn't be scared, the thoughts of what you would do...
WORTHLESS, withered, water-down, asleep, drowned...
I began to see things in new light, in hope of being found...
With only moonlight the sun has fallen off course...
Blackened by me, this silver star will be the tourch...
I'll baptise myself in the alone & bleed for virginity...
The price to erase sin, loneliness embraced offer eternity...
Content collects dust with happyness on the shelf...
& so this is me, disbelief, dischord, despair...
Waiting for an ever for someone not there...
I wish I could kill all that is known as me...
& hate I do, for all that they've shown to be...
My faceless portriat, even without words...
These last hours, reconcile the idea of birth...
Alter this, the way it is...I wasn't meant to be without.YOU...
I couldn't be scared, the thoughts of what you would do...
WORTHLESS, withered, water-down, asleep, drowned...
I began to see things in new light, in hope of being found...
With only moonlight the sun has fallen off course...
Blackened by me, this silver star will be the tourch...
I'll baptise myself in the alone & bleed for virginity...
The price to erase sin, loneliness embraced offer eternity...