I was heavy into drinking when I was in high school. I knew alcoholism ran in my family, but it didnt stop me. I drank on good & bad days. The summers back then are a blur to me because the only time i wasnt drunk was at work.
When I reached college, I realized that my problem drinking had to stop. I was failing classes and almost lost my scholarships. It got me into trouble with the law, once again, and was facing 2 yrs in prison. Luckily the court gave me probation.
It got to the point that, no matter how hard I tried to tell myself not to drink, I couldnt last 2 days. I decided it was time for some help so I went to AA and did it for a year.
I was sober from Oct. 15th, 2005 to Oct. 31st, 2009. 4 years. I lost my fiancee last year in a car accident, and I've started drinking again pretty heavily.
Addiction aint nothing to mess with. Stay up x-loc, maybe your sobriety can inspire me a little bit to try to get back on track