the intelligence on this board always seems to amaze me, but then again so does the stupidity. for the those who remember me...what's up (i'm from roloc-era of 91siccness) for those who dont...what's up.....i'm not new here, just quiet. i've been a few other names, but they never seem to last...so i went back to this one......anyways let me get to the fucking point.....hopefully all my theologist and well hell, whoever can answer something for me....or least just give me some opinions.........
when i lay down to sleep, something happens....
my eyes begin to thrash around in my skull, then the shaking continues until my entire body is emersed in it, and i start to convulse, not unlike a siezure, but i'm totally conscious. jolts hit me in the stomach which causes my back to arch upwards, none of this painful, and i can control it.....
i begin to see beings, i cannot hear them...only see.
they start out looking like stars in the sky, but then the stars form into human-like and animal-like shapes. almost like connect the dots. at first they are transparent like this, but then color and detail fills in. i dont understand, because its like they're trying to tell me something, but like i said...i can't hear. the first time this happened i saw what looked like an egyptian pharoh. he led me through a temple which had all these crazy markings on the walls, some hieroglyphics, some not. since then i've had animals lead me through jungles, bearded figures with scrolls, warriors, kings on thrones, angels, demons......some frightening, some not.........i dont know what to make of this, at times i wonder if "beings" aren't trying to communicate, but then again i have eaten a lot of shrooms in my time, and now i'm in the military so none of this shit is drug induced. doctors think i'm crazy. they try to tell me i'm just dreaming or entering the dream state, when i tell them i'm wide awake, they just nod like i'm lying to them. i sometimes enjoy this, sometimes i dont........i've even seen a figure who represented himself as jesus christ to me, more than once........satan too.........all sorts of shit...........i wont even go into how the shit begins to effect me in my daily life when things in ordinary reality begin to synchronize with what i saw the night before, its subtle but significant.............
i just thought i'd see what y'all had to say about this shit......this is gathering of the minds, so tell me minds, what do you all think??
when i lay down to sleep, something happens....
my eyes begin to thrash around in my skull, then the shaking continues until my entire body is emersed in it, and i start to convulse, not unlike a siezure, but i'm totally conscious. jolts hit me in the stomach which causes my back to arch upwards, none of this painful, and i can control it.....
i begin to see beings, i cannot hear them...only see.
they start out looking like stars in the sky, but then the stars form into human-like and animal-like shapes. almost like connect the dots. at first they are transparent like this, but then color and detail fills in. i dont understand, because its like they're trying to tell me something, but like i said...i can't hear. the first time this happened i saw what looked like an egyptian pharoh. he led me through a temple which had all these crazy markings on the walls, some hieroglyphics, some not. since then i've had animals lead me through jungles, bearded figures with scrolls, warriors, kings on thrones, angels, demons......some frightening, some not.........i dont know what to make of this, at times i wonder if "beings" aren't trying to communicate, but then again i have eaten a lot of shrooms in my time, and now i'm in the military so none of this shit is drug induced. doctors think i'm crazy. they try to tell me i'm just dreaming or entering the dream state, when i tell them i'm wide awake, they just nod like i'm lying to them. i sometimes enjoy this, sometimes i dont........i've even seen a figure who represented himself as jesus christ to me, more than once........satan too.........all sorts of shit...........i wont even go into how the shit begins to effect me in my daily life when things in ordinary reality begin to synchronize with what i saw the night before, its subtle but significant.............
i just thought i'd see what y'all had to say about this shit......this is gathering of the minds, so tell me minds, what do you all think??
