Yeah it was a dumb desperate attempt at humor cuz I'm lame and unfunny and I really try to gain acceptance but it wasn't even funny at all. I would never ever do that shit and I shouldn't of joked about it. I realise rape is a very serious issue due to false accusations being put on myself, I don't know if she did it out of spite or just to attention whore but despite its false nature it still destroyed my reputation. This makes me realise its a very serious issue which can offend many people so I'm sorry to everyone I offended.
Trust me, that shit never happened cuz I'm a virgin. I never even kissed, hugged, or held hands with a girl before in my life. And whenever I been into the "all these girls hate me I'm gonna die alone" mindframe, I think about hurting myself, not anyone else.