Is this dude for real? I mean i get it, but damn bro, when you feel crazy like that, go make a new slap. Channel that aggression into something positive. I know it may feel like the world is against you, but the more you let it get to you, the more they are gonna fuck with you. My ex old lady just up and left one day with my daughter and disappeared to florida. I used to walk around Sac just trippin. Always mean mugging people and ready to die. But after a few pointless fights and a few years of insanity, i channeled that anger i felt and got my shit together. People here obviously want you to be safe homie. Snap out of that shit, and work on your craft dog. Nobody wants to see you in coffin. Take it easy my G.