i don't ya know but it sticks with ya i got some of that ptsd and act weird sometimes. i was siphoning water out of my hot tub through a hose and blacked out for like 5 minutes and my wife said i was just screaming lol. that was like 5 months tho so i should be stable. it's all good but thanks bud
U may actually have ptsd... Everybody thinks of ex-military people when they think ptsd, but all it is is stress after something traumatic. Has nothing to do with military or not, and happens to alot of people. Ive never gotten it checked out but im thinking i may have it, theres been a few times that i will think about this event and it makes me feel hella anxious, and a couple times it actually made me pass out
My mom has it, shewent to the doctor thinking her thyroid was off balance or something, but they asked her some questions and followed thru with a couple tests and ended up diagnosing it as ptsd. It started because my mom saw an old lady get hit by a big work truck while trying to cross hwy 12... When she got hit she was in the crosswalk and when she landed she was like 30-35 feet up the street. And my mom was the only one who saw it in its entirety, saw this lady go flipping like 20 feet up in the air and go flying almost where the next buisiness starts...pretty much if that old lady was a football, she would have gotten a first down. And i guess the driver of the truck had a green light, and he didnt even see the lady. He was freakin out hella bad too, he was crying screaming "i didnt see her!" and my mom was trying to calm him down saying it wasnt his fault.
But i can see how ovbiously the basic human emotion would be to feel guilt... I mean if ur walking down a trail and a baby pops out of the bushes and crosses the trail and you dont see him and accidentaly step on him, then yea u would probably feel bad even tho it wasnt your fault
U just gotta remember that when that kind of crazy stuff happens, that shit is just a act of god... Theres no way to prepare for or prevent it