fear is the root cause of your sadness.
check a psychiatrist and see if they can prescribe you some xanax or any other benzos.
When on them if you feel worse smoke some weed and they will kick in.
anyway when you become less fearful with whatever tools work for you, make sure you use that temporary time to make amends with things and people from the past.
time to move on
check a psychiatrist and see if they can prescribe you some xanax or any other benzos.
When on them if you feel worse smoke some weed and they will kick in.
anyway when you become less fearful with whatever tools work for you, make sure you use that temporary time to make amends with things and people from the past.
time to move on