Man,
reading this back it almost sounds like I regret having my son.
I just want to clarify that is FAR from the case, I love my little dude more than anything I ever loved in my life. He has kept me afloat a few times so to speak & is my reason for living a straight life these days.
My only point is I had an outstanding relationship with his mother until we had a child because we had not lived for each other first.
....with that said I would not change a thing, I love my little dude more than life itself.