song i wrote for next fathers day (haha) hope yall like it. feedback much apprieciated
Verse 1:
why did i have to grow up to be half the man you are/
why cant i ever be part from evil and reach to be a star/
like a mason im lacing a basic constuct in time took/
a shaken foundation and made it into a strong hook/
they onlook to see where i take my future work/
probably work to insert in a skirt cause love hurts/
supposed to be at least two that you grow up and love/
love to hug love to hate but know the stakes because/
you know there the only there to fend for your glory/
in the morning but only mom made up my story/
in time teritory started forming but importing/
thoughts and stories of how to make a rolling stone gory/
its mandatory i hate to say it but i did/
like he lost me in a well for 18 yrs an aborted kid/
now he see's the checks flex in the mailbox/
they stick out their necks for my respect thats where you failed pops/
Hook(x2)
took time to find state of mind/
always bitchin secretly wishin you cut my lifeline/
punk bitch this is for the nigga that raised me/
since baby the nigga i call faggot lately/
Verse 2:
why did i have to grow up to be half the man you are/
im like a piece of love stuck in a glass jar/
passed on for generation to generation with patience/
conservation of hatred and a blood line faking sacred/
im making a statement but portraying this naming/
and still having caring for others in sanction aint it a waste of/
flesh and teeth it's messed with me since remembering/
i still carry the last name of lucifer/
crucify the angels and leave all the devils/
call upon your gods and beg for them to help you/
i try to be alone my lady and baby lately aint home/
because of the demon coming out in my songs/
im preaching it wrong getting the ways from a fag man/
who shows his love with backhands and acts grands in packs man/
im lackin the love needed to be human and flood the foolish/
and without ruling ill fuckin school this demonic nudist/
Hook(x2)
took time to find state of mind/
always bitchin secretly wishin you cut my lifeline/
punk bitch this is for the nigga that raised me/
since baby the nigga i call fag lately/
Verse 1:
why did i have to grow up to be half the man you are/
why cant i ever be part from evil and reach to be a star/
like a mason im lacing a basic constuct in time took/
a shaken foundation and made it into a strong hook/
they onlook to see where i take my future work/
probably work to insert in a skirt cause love hurts/
supposed to be at least two that you grow up and love/
love to hug love to hate but know the stakes because/
you know there the only there to fend for your glory/
in the morning but only mom made up my story/
in time teritory started forming but importing/
thoughts and stories of how to make a rolling stone gory/
its mandatory i hate to say it but i did/
like he lost me in a well for 18 yrs an aborted kid/
now he see's the checks flex in the mailbox/
they stick out their necks for my respect thats where you failed pops/
Hook(x2)
took time to find state of mind/
always bitchin secretly wishin you cut my lifeline/
punk bitch this is for the nigga that raised me/
since baby the nigga i call faggot lately/
Verse 2:
why did i have to grow up to be half the man you are/
im like a piece of love stuck in a glass jar/
passed on for generation to generation with patience/
conservation of hatred and a blood line faking sacred/
im making a statement but portraying this naming/
and still having caring for others in sanction aint it a waste of/
flesh and teeth it's messed with me since remembering/
i still carry the last name of lucifer/
crucify the angels and leave all the devils/
call upon your gods and beg for them to help you/
i try to be alone my lady and baby lately aint home/
because of the demon coming out in my songs/
im preaching it wrong getting the ways from a fag man/
who shows his love with backhands and acts grands in packs man/
im lackin the love needed to be human and flood the foolish/
and without ruling ill fuckin school this demonic nudist/
Hook(x2)
took time to find state of mind/
always bitchin secretly wishin you cut my lifeline/
punk bitch this is for the nigga that raised me/
since baby the nigga i call fag lately/
