Life Got me Stressin, Depressin how I replace a bottle of O.E with the barrel of a wesson //
Carressin' the tool thats gonna take my life-away, My Insides-Say pull-it //
But my brain says Cool-It, Cuz theres gonna be a better tommarow //
Sorrow filled Eyes shut tight, tears stream down a white cheek //
Slittin ma wrist was just a peak of whats in store fo' my last few seconds of livin //
Splitin my head open with lead, Brains leak down my bed //
Sucidal-Tendencies, Happy Sub-Titles-Defendin-Me, They used to call-me a Joyfull Kid //
They Used to love me but turned it all around... Look what they did! //
Well Im jus' gettin rid of what they left behind //
They shoulda took the slit wrists and loaded gun as a sign //
If I ever said I love you mom, I was lieing, I was just hiding of what I really felt for you //
Eachtime I saw you and eachtime you yelled at me I jus wanted to kill you //
But It's Through! I Dont care anymore ... I Hope this leave's y'all sore //
[ 15 Years and Ive walked this Earth ]
[ All it's been is Tears Since Birth ]
As a Baby you took care of me, But when you saw I was to much work you abandoned-me //
Always Hittin me to get things through my head ... That Aint a Family //
Next time you see me the cops will suround-me, 'n a bullet will be in ma wig //
'n Here goes your baby boy, your peacefull little Kid //
I Hope it cuases chaos, Jus' like Grandpa I hope Dad Jus' takes-off //
And leaves y'all alone in poverty..
this is what I got so far.. Tell me what y'all think.. I sorta got writers block but plannin to work past that..
Carressin' the tool thats gonna take my life-away, My Insides-Say pull-it //
But my brain says Cool-It, Cuz theres gonna be a better tommarow //
Sorrow filled Eyes shut tight, tears stream down a white cheek //
Slittin ma wrist was just a peak of whats in store fo' my last few seconds of livin //
Splitin my head open with lead, Brains leak down my bed //
Sucidal-Tendencies, Happy Sub-Titles-Defendin-Me, They used to call-me a Joyfull Kid //
They Used to love me but turned it all around... Look what they did! //
Well Im jus' gettin rid of what they left behind //
They shoulda took the slit wrists and loaded gun as a sign //
If I ever said I love you mom, I was lieing, I was just hiding of what I really felt for you //
Eachtime I saw you and eachtime you yelled at me I jus wanted to kill you //
But It's Through! I Dont care anymore ... I Hope this leave's y'all sore //
[ 15 Years and Ive walked this Earth ]
[ All it's been is Tears Since Birth ]
As a Baby you took care of me, But when you saw I was to much work you abandoned-me //
Always Hittin me to get things through my head ... That Aint a Family //
Next time you see me the cops will suround-me, 'n a bullet will be in ma wig //
'n Here goes your baby boy, your peacefull little Kid //
I Hope it cuases chaos, Jus' like Grandpa I hope Dad Jus' takes-off //
And leaves y'all alone in poverty..
this is what I got so far.. Tell me what y'all think.. I sorta got writers block but plannin to work past that..
I love it.