What's a nigga 2 do when life aint going right no more? I mean not just a lil bit of shit going wrong but like everything going out of wack. My brother got killed by one of his best friends in march, shot in the back 5 times. Then i'm taking these on-line classes for school cuz i'm trying to be el for football season cuz i go to this juco in minnesota and i had d-1 scholarship waiting if i had a good yr. But a whole lot of stuff just kept getting fucked up and i failed and now i'm not el. I just want to make it to the leauge to help move my mom out the projects and help my brothers kids see another side of life but shit just keeps getting fucked up. I'm losing it man. I think i had a bag of chips for a meal yesterday and that's all. I just be sitting at the crib thinking about all kind of shit. Most of all i'm thinking about just not being here. I want to do it 4 real but i just aint all the way there yet. I just got 2000 dollars from school for scholarship and i aint ever taking the check to the bank. I don't even care about that. Oh yeah and i got a girl but i could care less about her right now either.
Help me out yaw.
Help me out yaw.