As I Sit In The Dark...

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Dec 5, 2008
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:siccness:

this just a climb to the top, try findin mah spot
...ready.. my conditionings sharp..
but in a nick of time, I can get off guard
playin' the same position as Starks
i'll never knock to enter, hiphops plots a tremor,
..so ill shift on the charts..
cant find a crack, inside I'm black..
same color as the pit of my heart
am I only human? just roll me cubans..
.. because I'm missin my mark
i smoke green, using smokescreens like a coke fiend..
.. if I get a whiff of a narc
so save your questions, ur paid for blessings
and christian remarks
i can spare my tears, knowing God hears,
my prayer but doesn't listen to parts
no wonder I get drunk N disorderly
and I end up just pissing in parks
it's funny how quick you can go from Superman
and switch in to Clark

so listen, i'm different but smart.. a rendition of art..
void in my life, avoiding the light...as i sit in the dark..


 
Apr 25, 2002
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as i sit in the dark...only light glows from my indo
got somebody watchin me..i know it..peekin at my window

paranoia's the feelin...and i feel it quite often
so i stay ten toes down....homie..im aware of they plottin

and ya fuck it i can admit the fact im scared of the coffin
aint ready to die yet..tho at times i feel like self offin

lookin for an answer...but really aint takin suggestions
gotta look deep into myself....in order to excercise my progression

cuz when im at the botton of a bottle and life seems at a stand still
gotta keep pushin cant kill myself cuz how would my fam feel?

so with that in mind i find the strength within my heart
to pick myself up off the ground...these my thought as i sit in the dark
 
Apr 11, 2008
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As I sit in the dark with nothin but me and this silence
As I capture my rage in every page that I'm writing
I dedicated this blunt that I'm lightin
To my demons inside
Im talking out loud to a voice thats really only in my mind
Still tryin to find answers, the hour glass is now half empty
Its like the worlds holdin a secret and they all refusing to tell me
And ill admit at times that suicide seems tempting, i cant lie
But that's just passing on the pain to the ones I leave behind
The incline of this life is full of uphill battles
and I'm barefoot on the highway to hell made of broken glass and gravel
Tryin to make up shit creek without a paddle
Stayin high as I travel, till they close my casket or the judge slams the gavel
It really wouldn't matter, cause I've been sentence to life waitin for death
Sittin alone in the dark again, writin to the beat of the drum in my chest