Last November I was involved in a car accident. In the accident, my fiancee was killed. We were together for over 2 years. We had planned on having the wedding sometime this year
I'm high as fuck right now off of some muscle relaxers, some sleeping pills, and some vicodin. Here is a song I just wrote. it doesn't have a chorus yet .
beat by shadowville
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56760888b7707596/
Lyrics
I'm high as fuck right now off of some muscle relaxers, some sleeping pills, and some vicodin. Here is a song I just wrote. it doesn't have a chorus yet .
beat by shadowville
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56760888b7707596/
Lyrics
I wear this ring upon a necklace
to remind me what I had
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the times we'll never have
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the past behind me's bad
and now this ring ain't on her finger
and thats why this story's sad
Gimme a lil somethin that will make me feel numb
gimme a lil somethin that would make an elephant dumb
Im tryin to march to the beat of a different drum
Im chewing on pills like they're doublemint gum
and Im sittin here pondering whether to use the gun
and if you're wondering I can tell you that it aint much fun
now she's gone, I be the only one
my mind thinks of her and its on the run
now I sit and ponder
these wicked things that I conjure
I've become a monster
because I'm cold-hearted and somber
but my heart grows fonder
for a woman I loved named Saundra
my heart is hollow, need to fill it
lookin for a pill to swallow
(pre-chorus bridge)
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
If I said that fate was a joke,
would you be offended?
cause fate left me heartbroke,
now my heart needs to be mended
and I hate this dark cloak,
that I wear cause her life has ended
yeah this fake god left me with no hope,
will that fact be contended?
Give me a sedative, so I can relax a bit
cause what I feel like now is a piece of shit
think of her death, and it's guilt I get
a hole in my heart, lookin for a pill to fit
and if these wrists I slit, is it blood I get?
will my soul end up in a fiery pit?
I don't give a fuck about life anymore
let me pop these pills and I'm out the door
(pre-chorus bridge) x1
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
I'm searching for the strength
inside myself to keep on moving
but the longer I ponder suicide
it seems to be amusing
This guilt thats built around my heart
it leads to be consuming
but the longer I play this game of life
the more I keep on losing
I wear this ring upon a necklace
to remind me what I had
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the times we'll never have
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the past behind me's bad
and now this ring ain't on her finger
..... thats why this story's sad
(pre-chorus bridge) x1
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
to remind me what I had
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the times we'll never have
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the past behind me's bad
and now this ring ain't on her finger
and thats why this story's sad
Gimme a lil somethin that will make me feel numb
gimme a lil somethin that would make an elephant dumb
Im tryin to march to the beat of a different drum
Im chewing on pills like they're doublemint gum
and Im sittin here pondering whether to use the gun
and if you're wondering I can tell you that it aint much fun
now she's gone, I be the only one
my mind thinks of her and its on the run
now I sit and ponder
these wicked things that I conjure
I've become a monster
because I'm cold-hearted and somber
but my heart grows fonder
for a woman I loved named Saundra
my heart is hollow, need to fill it
lookin for a pill to swallow
(pre-chorus bridge)
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
If I said that fate was a joke,
would you be offended?
cause fate left me heartbroke,
now my heart needs to be mended
and I hate this dark cloak,
that I wear cause her life has ended
yeah this fake god left me with no hope,
will that fact be contended?
Give me a sedative, so I can relax a bit
cause what I feel like now is a piece of shit
think of her death, and it's guilt I get
a hole in my heart, lookin for a pill to fit
and if these wrists I slit, is it blood I get?
will my soul end up in a fiery pit?
I don't give a fuck about life anymore
let me pop these pills and I'm out the door
(pre-chorus bridge) x1
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
I'm searching for the strength
inside myself to keep on moving
but the longer I ponder suicide
it seems to be amusing
This guilt thats built around my heart
it leads to be consuming
but the longer I play this game of life
the more I keep on losing
I wear this ring upon a necklace
to remind me what I had
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the times we'll never have
I wear this ring upon a necklace
for the past behind me's bad
and now this ring ain't on her finger
..... thats why this story's sad
(pre-chorus bridge) x1
here's one or two
aint enough aint gonna do
here's three or four
I was thinkin maybe more
here's five or six
anymore might make me sick
here's seven or eight
then I'll be at heaven's gate
