Sometimes its just too late..
you gotta face the facts on whats taken place
If I could turn back the hands of time
theres so much that I'd erase
Some I'd copy and paste..and save for a later date
Like when im on my deathbed and living through my final days
Some things cant be changed....
And i gotta learn to just accept it
and I'm smokin away my yesterdays
so it plays back now like a broken record
Spending all my time gettin high
just to try and forget it
And in the next life, these are the stories
that i hope my kids will be tellin
All I ask from these streets
is just to be remembered
and for my second generation to consider me as a legend
And I admit that its tempting
to take my life at times
But id just be transferring the weight of my pain
to those Id leave behind
They say there aint nothin wrong.... with a man crying
then why'd I feel so weak to the world
when they replied that my dad died
Something deep inside
dried up all of my tears
and now dying alone
...seems to be the only thing that I fear
and since I aint happy here,
when i die it will be the end of my misery
this Life is a terminal illness, and every day I know its slowly killing me
Death seems to contagious to anyone near to me,
Read between the lines and you will find who behind the conspiracy
Even those that are dear to me, sometimes i feel like they really dont know me
this life has scarred me severely and left me feeling unholy
its a lonely life full of secrets, hiding the paths that I travel
Im just one man with a handful of sand trying to build me a castle
you gotta face the facts on whats taken place
If I could turn back the hands of time
theres so much that I'd erase
Some I'd copy and paste..and save for a later date
Like when im on my deathbed and living through my final days
Some things cant be changed....
And i gotta learn to just accept it
and I'm smokin away my yesterdays
so it plays back now like a broken record
Spending all my time gettin high
just to try and forget it
And in the next life, these are the stories
that i hope my kids will be tellin
All I ask from these streets
is just to be remembered
and for my second generation to consider me as a legend
And I admit that its tempting
to take my life at times
But id just be transferring the weight of my pain
to those Id leave behind
They say there aint nothin wrong.... with a man crying
then why'd I feel so weak to the world
when they replied that my dad died
Something deep inside
dried up all of my tears
and now dying alone
...seems to be the only thing that I fear
and since I aint happy here,
when i die it will be the end of my misery
this Life is a terminal illness, and every day I know its slowly killing me
Death seems to contagious to anyone near to me,
Read between the lines and you will find who behind the conspiracy
Even those that are dear to me, sometimes i feel like they really dont know me
this life has scarred me severely and left me feeling unholy
its a lonely life full of secrets, hiding the paths that I travel
Im just one man with a handful of sand trying to build me a castle