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JUST WANTED TO SAY LATE TO EVERYONE HERE.I GOT FAMILY PROBLEMS GOING ON,PLUS I'M ON THE HUNT 4 A JOB.I GOT A WEDDING TO PAY 4.EVERYTHING IS JUST COMIN DOWN ON ME ALL AT ONCE.I CANT LET STRESS TAKE ME OVER.SO I'M GOING TO BE ON THE LOW 4 A LONG TIME.I GOT TO GET MY LIFE STRAIGHT AND MY THOUGHTS.I GOT TO PAVE THE WAY FOR MY FUTURE FAMILY.I DONT WANT THEM TO GROW UP THE WAY I DID.GROWING UP IN MOTELS AND HOTELS.SOMETIMES SLEEPIN IN CARS.OR WAKIN UP IN A RENTAL HOME NEVER KNOWING WHEN YOUR GOING TO MOVE AGAIN.OR WORRY BOUT IF UR GOING TO HAVE ENUFF FOOD.I HAD TIME TO SIT BACK ON HOW I GREW UP AND ALL THE PROBLEMS I HAVE FACED IN ALL 19 YEARS OF MY LIFE AND I WONDER HOW I'M STILL LIVIN.I DONT WANT ME KIDS GROWING UP THE WAY I DID.I'LL EXPOSE THEM TO MY LIFE STLYE AS THEY GET OLDER.I'LL NEVER DENY WHERE I CAME FROM.SOME PEOPLE SAY UR ONLY 19 U HAVE ALOT GROWING UP TO DO.WELL I SIT THERE AND JUST WANT TO BITCH SLAP THE SHIT OF OUT OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT SAY THAT SHIT TO ME.THATS LIKE SAYING I'M TO YOUNG TO DO ANYTHING.THATS A PUT DOWN IN MY BOOK.I GREW UP AROUND FAMILY AND FRIENDS SAYING I'D NEVER MAKE IT IN LIFE.BUT THEY DONT KNOW I'M LEAVIN THAT SOME WHAT OF A GOOD LIFE.MONEY DOES PLAY A BIG PART.BUT WHAT U GOT TO RELIZE IS THAT ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD AINT SHIT.ITS WHAT U CAN DO WITH IT.MEANING I'M THE TYPE ASLONG AS I'M MAKIN ENUFF TO GET BY THEN I'M HAPPY.BUT I GOT TO GO NOW.I GOT TO BETTER MY LIFE AND MYSELF.AND MOST IMPORTANT I GOT TO TAKE CARE OF MY FIANCE AND TO HER(MONICA) I'M SO GLAD UR IN MY LIFE AND MADE ME RELIZE WHAT I GOT TO DO AS A MAN TO TAKE CARE OF MY DUTIES.IF IT WERENT FOR YOU LOVING ME,I WOULDENT BE WHO I AM TODAY.THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANGEL.AND TO ALL THE HOMEBOYS,1 LOVE.
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